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Song of the Moment "Vanishing"
-Going back to the Mariah of yesterday...how she amazed us all when she came out voice first. there will never be another singer who can touch me like Mariah. You are indeed, my Godsend...I truly believe he made you to show me how beautiful I am. I know your lyrics and golden voice have brought me through a lot and will be with you till the end. This fan will never give up on you.
Well, I am back now from Re-Creation...back at Abercrombie and Rite-Aid...I am just trying to relax this time. Thank God for my friends while I was gone...I couldn't have made it without you guys...
This is fun...who knew I would be a webmaster? Okay so reality...but it is fun! I have to sleep more then anybody in the world. For those of you that know I did, I still do. Gosh, I'm tired. Can I please catch up! There For Me
I never have known
The way it feels to love
Without the love you
Shower down upon me
Warm, warm as the sun
Melting at daybreak
Giving me strength to face
Another morning
So many times Ive felt afraid
And turned to you to find my way
I reach inside and find you there
You were with me everywhere
All, it would take all
All of my life
To find someone more there for me
There for me
And Im never alone
Because in my heart, I know
Youre always there for me
There for me
I, I wont let go
Of precious memories
They have a light of hope
That burns inside me
And every time I lose my way
You shine for me
And Im okay
Youre lead me way
Beyond it all
And you never let me fall
All, It would take all
All of my life
To find someone more there for me
There for me
And Im never alone
Because in my heart, I know
Youre always there for me
There for me
You always catch me when I fall
All, it would take all
All of my life
To find someone there for me
There for me
And Im never alone
Because in my heart
Youre always there for me
There for me
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Friend of the moment: Holly Rittenberry
Where to begin...you encompass what "There For Me..."is all about. I love you so much and know that we'll be friends forever. If we can stay friends through our short term and long term colleges thru New Dawn and Re-Creation and still be going strong, then I'm thinkng it was meant to be! I always here no matter what...never forget that.
So, with how I've been doing lately I have been thinking about these messages a lot. I just wonder what she was thinking, you know? I just feel at an odd place...so everything relates, it always does.(except I'm not a megastar!) lol...but I'm a little confused about my life for now. A little lonely and disillusioned. As Pink says, "Eventually". Things should be okay. July 25, 2001 #1
So basically all I really want to say is I don't know what's going on with life. And I hope all the fans are good and I just want you to know that I'm trying to understand things in life right now and so I really don't feel that I should be doing music right now. And I just want everyone to understand that - and that's really true. So, if I don't make music it's not because I don't want to for you fans. And, if I [sigh] I have two phones in my ear. I'm not saying I'm defeated because I'm not defeated. I'm just gonna do this for me, and I know that the people who care about me will care about me. But I just can't trust anybody anymore right now because I don't understand what's going on.
So, because I'm not watching t.v., I'm just desperately trying to get out of this room. And I don't know if that makes any sense to anybody, but the truth is I am calling to say that I love you - to my fans. I hope this message gets to you. I'm not gonna be - are you going to - Glitter is going to be out soon. And you're gonna have that, and then I'm gonna be taking some time off.
I can't reach Nancy Berry so I'd like to say that Nancy, I will record and stuff it's just that I needed some time off but nobody was really giving it to me. And I feel that that's only because of [clears throat] the situation that we've been dealing with for awhile. And that my managers were a little upset about it and they were trying to press on and get through it, but that didn't work. And so it's nobody's fault really it's just that I got - I worked it into a bad place and I'm not trying to have any bad comments around anybody by telling peoples names.
And well, what I'd like to do is just take a little break or at least get one night of sleep without someone popping up about a video or a thing - where all I really want to do is just be me. And that's what I should have done in the first place but somebody - I mean people - whatever. I allowed myself to be a little bit too paranoid about life. And life is for living so that's how deep this is.
So if anybody gets this that really cares, just do me a favor, close the record - close the management company down that I own, and I'm gonna lye here and wait for that to happen - not that anybody cares. It probably sounds ridiculous. But, I can't reach anybody on the phone so actually, that's where were at.
So fans I love ya, we're gonna do it again. And were gonna do it, we're gonna make, and if I take a little time off that's cool. And that's all I'm saying lambs, you know how I love you. And everything's great, all right? Bye.
July 25, 2001 #2
["Crybaby" ending plays] Hello? Hello? Randolph? Oh, Randolph? [Sigh]. Try it again. Okay. Hey everybody it's Mariah. I'm just trying to let you know that I'm leaving this message because everything's okay. And what we're gonna do is, I'm gonna take like a minute off. And then what's gonna happen is you're gonna see the movie and things of that nature. So don't think anything's crazy if there's anything bizarre going on with the internet or any of that stuff. Honestly, I'm not paying any attention to any of that. I'm ready to take off my pager. And you know how I am.
So what I want to do is to let you know that everything's cool. And that - hello? Randolph? And that I'm gonna make music for you but right now I need a break so I will, as a human being, take that break. And then I'm going to come back and sing for a minute, after I get my management company put together and after I take care of some other issues. So - okay?
So thank you, nothing's wrong, you don't have to do anything to anybody. I just need a break. And I know I don't say this that much but guess what? It's time to take care of myself. And I feel that it's a little disgusting that people can't understand that a celebrity is not more important than - and this is not gonna make much sense but, than my friend's little girl and her safety. That's all I cared about basically. And some other personal issues. And honestly this is not for anything other than the fact that I care about my fans. And I'm telling you this, and I would like to walk out of a hotel with some dignity.
So, that being said, you guys know how random my messages are anyway - I love ya, and we're gonna do it again, okay? And there's nothing to be upset about. We still win, if you win spiritually you win anyway. Okay, I hope this message gets to them. No I pray actually. Actually let me see something. Just hold on. [Phone cuts off].
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